Mood: Not Impressed and kind of homesick
Listening to: The party is over - Lacrimosa
Watching: Boston law, s02 e18
Reading: What I’m writing
Playing: dead
Eating: air
Drinking: water
Thinking: Du vergaß meinen Namen…

First of all, lately personal things haven’t been in their most peachy moment. School hasn’t been a stimulating event either but it was ok, however now with certain course.. I think I’ll do fine but some idiotic classmate made a huge deal with the authorities because of a no-so-good-exam and now the teacher is far beyond pissed. The problem is going to be not only on that course but also on its continuation and in both cases, I might get screwed since today, we were told that she’s going to apply an exam for thermo II which she originaly wasn’t going to. And since the semester is about to end, there are a lot of things to be done at the very last minute adding pressure and stress and yet, it’s fine… such’s school **shruging and sighing**.

I must confess that sometimes I need some sort of distraction when I’m all focused in school stuff, the problem is that I didn’t choose correctly and I started crying with this stupid trailer. Why am I always moved by these pathetic movies? **getting desperate** They don’t just never (censored words) and worse is that I long for those things to happen to me **feeling frustrated**. I just wonder… and wonder, and keep wondering… And all that I find is (censored words). **some tears running down**. Oh my, oh my… Life’s getting complicated, too much complicated and still there’s nothing much to do except to fight for what one’s believe **wondering again** and hold onto one’s faith because sometimes looking for comfort in God (or the higher force out there) is the only consolation one can find in moments of solitude, desperation and/or despair. Am I actually in one of those moments? Damn! I really don’t know for real **childish moaning** and that’s pretty bad. Come on, I need some light here for school, family, friends… even for love. **sighing** I feel I want to fly away to unknown territories and not having to look back.